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C'mon guys only one more watcher until 469
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Ahh it's Azrael!! I seriously love this guy so much?! I'm so petty and proud of myself for designing him like I did haha.
//Frantically draws pictures after sleeping for two hours (maybe less, I honestly didn't check the time right away when I woke up)//






Azrael- me
Angel Wolves- my sister and I
Art- me
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God I'm so sorry for all the shit I've been posting. I'm fed up with summer and my family and I'm just miserable and alone and just... sad
My fucking chest hurts. And my stomach. And my brain and my legs and my hip my fucking hip
The fucking left side
that fucking left side. My damn leg is always making me limp and fuck why does my stomach hurt god I'm so paranoid and just fuck in general man,,, I'm so damn sick and sad and just having the dumbest bloody noses damn near every day because my left nostril hates me and I hate it and shit I haven't slept well in days,,, fuck, I'm exhausted.
Do you ever just sit, awake at night. Alone. With only your thoughts, and the sounds of the crickets and other night creatures. It seems overwhelming, the thoughts. The ones you should never have, the ones where you fall in love with the wrong person. Feel like you should run away, cry, scream, and curse yourself to death for not being the good girlfriend you should be. The one who falls for the person who's been in my life for a year and a half. The one who's there, hugging me constantly and checking up to see if I'm okay when I don't text her for awhile. The one who cried when I told her of my "deal" with my mom and my cutting. The one who I've been in love with since I've met her.
THE ONE I SHOULDN'T LOVE.
It's hard loving two people at once. It's hard to feel so many things when you look at one, and when you talk to the other via text, or even Deviantart. The one who's always got my back, even though she's miles away.
And the one who's got my back, here.
My dearest loves. The ones who my heart belongs to.

But there's one who I've pledged to. That's I'll forever love, even if thing go south.
The one who I'll love no matter what. The friend.
The one who I'm dating
The one who I'm best friends with

THE FUCKING EMOTIONS I SHOULDN'T HAVE FOR A FRIEND. THE ONES WHO SNEAK UP, EVEN THOUGH I ALREADY HAVE SOMEONE WHO I LOVE. THE ONES THAT MAKE MY HEART ACHE FROM LONELINESS, OR FROM A YEARNING FOR A HUG. A KISS.
FOR SOMEONE WHO'LL ALWAYS BE THERE. FOR SOMEONE WHO I CAN BE ALWAYS THERE FOR.
I LOVE YOU KARATE.
AND FUCK, FUCKING HELL, IM A FUCKING SHIT, I LOVE YOU, KATE.
I'm so, so sorry.
I've ruined everything.

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:iconmoonwatcherscrafts:
MoonwatchersCrafts Featured By Owner 1 day ago  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you so much for the watch!!!
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metalandwings Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!
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MoonwatchersCrafts Featured By Owner 1 day ago  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:D
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Garthadon Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student General Artist
thanks so much for the watch!
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metalandwings Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! I love your art!
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Garthadon Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student General Artist
:)
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PhoenixGalaxy Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Artist
Thanks for the favs!!
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metalandwings Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Anytime!!
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:)
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